living life identified to this body, trying to defend and show off what my beliefs are, are all manifestations of God's own will through me. making me feel that he is truth, that he is security, that he is freedom, that he is art and beauty. it is hard to focus on the subtleties of life when we immerse ourselves in the media. it is easy to walk by a the art of an untouched landscape, even our magnificent sky. still we feel these movements inside us, this restlessness waiting to realize and fulfill itself. it is easy to misinterpret these thoughts and vibrations. I am guilty, I've wallowed in sin.