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sinner [Sep. 24th, 2014|01:38 pm]
when i walk you can see what you want to see
it is hard to escape the tenacity
of the grip that the world has got on me
disillusioned with so many dashed hopes
i have lost what i need the most
i've been lost and i stumble on
i've been lost and i'm afraid there is no return
that is how it feels when i sit and think
proof of that i'm under and i'm still a subject
i can't look up and give up my state
but i cannot hide it's written on my face
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2014|05:37 pm]
fooled youth
under the spell
never revealing the true self
constantly scheming
misinterpret the signs
what you see is what you believe
but that's not all
there is something more
fooled by illusion
i'm not myself
playing tricks on myself
making mistakes hoping for wonders
the same mistakes over and over
not able to talk not able to relate
sit back and wallow in darkness
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zero expectations [Feb. 16th, 2014|02:23 am]
never tire and surrender to life
go back and center your thoughts at times
where love seems lost, but it's you who is holding back
there is a way to reach my heart in one instant
i do what i can to appear distant
there is no use in resisting
bask in the present
what ever it may be
the presence of god is a constant
it's up to you to carve your own path
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ghost signal (once a private entry) [Jan. 28th, 2014|03:19 pm]
hide the tracks watch your back
the government is spying on us
paranoia of a system falling apart
these are the systems we left behind
to protect our offspring from a barren life
limiting our actions for fear of shortage
holding back from giving it all up
when will it stop? the gap is growing wider
i feel like an outsider
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radiation [Jan. 4th, 2014|04:03 am]

my dreams : your nightmares
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on passion and matter [Mar. 4th, 2013|04:02 am]
i don't want to keep you from anything
understand the duality in me
understand my desire to keep you at moments
understand that i want what you want
even behind a tightened brow
growing blind with selfish thoughts
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moles [Mar. 1st, 2013|12:23 pm]
walking pretending to be a good element
ailing the earth that you walk in
with every decision you make
to fill up the emptiness that surrounds
all decisions with the self in mind
pleasure over outside feelings
question the state that you currently live in
lonesome consumed numb and detached
living to satisfy your senses
blinded by the pull of your heart
acting upon impulse
misinterpreting electrical charges
getting high only to emulate
a silence that in you resides
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Je t'aime toujours,en tout temps. N'importe quel jour. [Feb. 14th, 2013|04:28 pm]
Tu es très belle.
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this once was a private entry (ego death) [Jan. 30th, 2013|02:42 am]
with words i can record feelings
you can read between the lines and feel them
there is still a lot hidden
but life alone results in outbursts driven
by angst loneliness and heavy breathing
'till when will i be a slave to the three demons that dwell
a taste became a habit and here i am rabid in denial waiting for assistance
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2013|06:46 am]
[Current Music |Daido Loori - Murky Waters | Powered by Last.fm]

i'll take
i'll give all that you want to take
i'm a slave to your life
i live to see you breath
the air next to me
i live
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